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New Medication Attempt

 

During my last rheumatology visit, telemedicine style of course, my doctor and I talked about what options are left for me in terms of treating Sjogren’s. By the way, we officially call it Sjogren’s now, and NOT Sjogren’s Syndrome. I can get into that at another time.

I’ve been at this for twelve years now and have gone through a gamut of medication trials. The biggest issue is that there is no cure, or even a targeted treatment, for Sjogren’s. Our rheumatologists do the best they can with medications used for multiple other autoimmune diseases, but we desperately need a treatment targeted for our disease. We, as patients, do the best we can with symptom management, diet, exercise, alternative medicine, and self care.


The whole medication treatment issue for Sjogren’s is much too long to get into in this post, but let’s just say, it’s a crapshoot at best. For me personally, I take a medication called Plaquenil (also known as hydroxychloroquine…you have all heard of that one!) and Evoxac. The Plaquenil is supposed to help my symptoms. I’m not sure how much it does, but I have tried weaning off it without much success and on top of that, it is supposed to help slow down disease progression and that is very important. Evoxac is a medication I take several times a day to stimulate saliva flow because Sjogren’s attacks the saliva glands and there are numerous complications associated with that, most of which I have had at one time or another. I have lost a lot of function in my salivary glands.

Besides those two medications, I rely on prednisone, which is a steroid, when I absolutely have to. Long term prednisone is dangerous and since I require high doses of it, it’s not a sustainable long-term solution. Typically, I go on a course of it one to three times a year. I did make it a year and a half without it once.

At my last visit, we decided that I should go on a round of prednisone. It was a little nerve wracking because of the COVID situation, but the numbers in my state were down and I felt like it was the best time to try and quiet things down, especially because my level of functioning had decreased significantly since Fall 2019 and we don’t know what this Fall will bring in regards to COVID.

During my appointment, my rheumatologist also mentioned a medication called Sulfasalazine. It is classified as a DMARD (disease-modifying antirheumatic drug), which is also what Plaquenil is. However, it appears that they work on two different pathways and one article I stumbled upon mentioned that the two together could be more effective than either alone.

Part of the issues I have in managing my disease is that I cannot take any NSAIDs, including Motrin, Celebrex and others due to a history of gastritis (which can occur in Sjogren’s patients), and stomach ulcers, which are a consequence of the NSAIDs. I do take a medication called Tramadol from time to time for my pain, but I have been asked by my gastrointestional (GI) team to not take these medications as they can cause some GI issues and worsen others.

The part that threw me off when my doctor mentioned this medication is that nobody had ever mentioned it to me before as a possible treatment. It is often used in patients with ulcerative colitis and rheumatoid arthritis. I distinctly remember administering it to my pediatric patients with ulcerative colitis when I worked at a children’s hospital. Anyone who follows my blog, or knows me in real life, knows that I have a very extensive working knowledge of Sjogren’s. I keep up-to-date on treatments, research, all of it. I will admit though that over the past year or two, I have been working hard at trying to shift my mental focus from thinking about Sjogren’s all the time and have not kept up as much as I used to. However I thought I knew about all the medication possibilities. This goes to show you how important it is to be an informed patient.

From what my doctor said, it is not a medication that is often used for Sjogren’s. Her main concern was that it has several potential GI side effects that are exactly the same symptoms I went through hell with for two years, and finally got under control at the end of last year.


I decided I would see how the prednisone course went and meanwhile, I talked to a few Sjogren’s patients. Some of them had positive results with it, some have not, and many reported side effects. Sometimes the GI side effects are temporary and the risk can be lessened by starting the medication off slowly, meaning lower doses and at a lower frequency. Because it is a sulfa drug, there is also a risk on an allergic reaction, but I’ve taken enough sulfa drugs to not be very concerned about that.

I also decided to have a conversation with my GI team, whom I trust implicitly. They agreed with my rheumatologist about the potential GI issues, but compared to taking the NSAIDs, Celebrex, and Tramadol, they thought it was the best of all options to go with, if I could tolerate it. Of course, it’s expected I will report anything unusual that may occur.

I did my online research and read about the side effects, the blood work that needs to be periodically drawn, and the fact that it can take two to three months to see any positive benefits. The decision was made to start it now, while I’m still doing well on the prednisone, to give the medication a head start to work.

I have to be honest, I was nervous about it. I think the main reason I was nervous about it is because of the possible GI side effects AND the fact that it has been FOUR years since I have tried a new autoimmune medication. Plus, I am very sensitive to medications, supplements, all of it. I prayed about the decision quite a bit and found peace in knowing that in my decision making process, I have kept doing the next right thing…the MD discussions, the research, and talking to patients. Now, it’s all up to God and paying attention to my body.

I believe strongly that at this point in my journey, I have too much to lose to NOT try it. I have the bottle here at home with me now. It has to be taken with food, which is going to be a huge challenge since I do intermittent fasting, but for now, it’s only once a day, and that I can manage. I was going to start it today but then realized that I have to go to an appointment this afternoon and I don’t want to introduce a new medication into my system without being at home. So, tomorrow it is.


I do hope the medication helps and that I tolerate it. I have some hope, but I’m also very realistic. And if it doesn’t work, or if I have to stop it because of side effects, I’ll just keep trying to move forward.

My Sjögren’s Update (And It’s Not About The Book!)

I think it has been a little while since I have posted an update about how I have been doing medically. There are many reasons for that; I was away on my honeymoon, I have been tied up with the book being published, and most importantly, I have been feeling better.

I started back on Plaquenil sometime in August as it was clear that the alternative medicine treatments alone were not doing the trick. They help, a lot, but they were not enough to keep me from having more complications, such as with my bladder. I wasn’t doing terribly, but there was a lot of room for improvement, hence why I went back on Plaquenil. I never thought Plaquenil did much for me in all the years I was taking it, which is why I stopped it in February, but I may have been mistaken on that.

By the middle of September, I was still having a lot of issues with increased joint pain, especially in my shoulders, hips, and hands, swollen lymph nodes that were causing some alarm, fatigue, and this new interstitial cystitis issue with my bladder was still not under control. I had gotten a lot of relief with the bladder issues after going in for surgery to have a hydrodistension done, but my symptoms were starting to return, although not nearly as severe as in previous months. My urologist and I came up with a plan to start bladder instillations every two weeks for twelve treatments…at a hospital two hours away from me. Oh, the joy!

Since I was leaving on my honeymoon for Disney (we were married in May) at the end of September, I decided to heed my rheumatologist’s advice and go back on prednisone, hopefully for the short-term. About eleven days before we left, I started on 20mg once a day of prednisone. Within 72 hours, the change was dramatic. My joint pain was resolved, I had more energy, ALL of my bladder symptoms were completely gone, and within another week, my lymph nodes were back down to an almost normal size. We even decided to hold off on the bladder instillations.

Now, I have a long and intense history with prednisone use which you can read about if you go back to the main page of this blog and click on the prednisone tag under “labels”. It has been quite a while since I needed to be on prednisone for longer than a week and notoriously, I have a lot of side effects which make me want to get off of it as soon as possible. This run with it, initially, was much easier and it makes me wonder if my alternative medicine therapies had anything to do with that. I was getting so much accomplished; I even took up running! I did have to stop my alternative therapy, low-dose naltrexone, because I thought I had too much energy and because both medications give me insomnia, I wasn’t sleeping well. Coming off the low-dose naltrexone helped tremendously.

I was doing so well that it made me wonder if maybe the risk of staying on a higher dose of prednisone long-term was worth it. That whole quality of life over quantity thing and all. I began to realize that if I could stay on this dose, I could probably start thinking about going back to work part-time, or at least on a per-diem basis. After a few weeks, I weaned the dose to 15 mg and was still doing well, and then went to 12.5 mg and then 10mg. Within a week of being on 10 mg, I really began to struggle with my symptoms again so I went back to 15 mg, knowing that I had a rheumatologist appointment coming up soon.

Two weeks before my rheumatology appointment, things began to get tougher for me. I was still feeling good on the 15 mg, but I had put on a lot of weight, despite exercising 4-5x/week. Fifteen pounds to be exact…in less than two months. That, I could deal with. More concerning were the mood swings I was beginning to have. I was struggling (and still am) more than people knew with depressive mood swings, anxiety, and becoming easily frustrated. I tried to keep my head down, but it was wearing on me. The good thing about having been on prednisone so often is that I knew it was medication related, and I have a lot of experience at managing these symptoms. But, it was kind of putting a big damper on that whole “better quality of life” thing. I have had bad prior experiences with psychiatric medications and for me, they are not the answer, so I worked on increasing my exercise, exposure to sunlight, stress management, etc.

I did talk to my rheumatologist last week at my appointment about the side effects. My blood pressure was also elevated and the only time that happens is when I am on larger doses of prednisone. She told me it was time to come down on the prednisone. I will be honest, I was very upset. I explained to her that I tried that already and after much conversation, she made me realize that I came down on the dose too quickly. I have a bad habit of trying to do things my way and you know what? I am sick of it. Historically, I get no benefit from being on less than 15 mg of prednisone but this time, I am doing it her way. Not 50% her way, or 80% her way, but 100% her way. So we are weaning the prednisone down by 1 mg every two weeks until I get to 10 mg and then we wean it 1 mg every MONTH. The goal is to get on as low a dose as possible…or even off of it.

I don’t have any other treatment options at the moment besides my Plaquenil and alternative treatments. We had discussed the possibility of enrolling in a clinical trial for a new medication, but I was disqualified from entering into the study because of my lymphoma and radiation treatment history from seventeen years ago.

I am scared and I am discouraged. I don’t want to go back to feeling the way I did over this past summer, or even last year. The only analogy I can think of is that it is like being blind…getting your vision back for a few months…and then being told you will likely be blind again in a couple of weeks or months. Yes, I know being blind is extremely difficult, but it is the only analogy I can think of to explain the terrible feeling that comes with it. Don’t get me wrong, I am SO grateful for these past two months. I have accomplished much and literally have made the most out of every single day I have felt better. I have had a few wonderful adventures and done things I never thought possible. But at this point, I have to trust the opinion of my doctor and that being on prednisone at the dose I was on, on a long-term basis, is not in my best interest. I have to have hope that maybe I will not backslide too much.

But what is in my best interest? Struggling to get through every day? Going on and off prednisone every couple of months to quiet things down temporarily? Wondering if the back and forth on the prednisone is better or worse for me in the long run as compared to just staying on it? There are no clear answers and unfortunately, my doctor and I do not have a crystal ball to predict the future. So I am hanging on tight to my faith as I begin the slow journey of cutting back my prednisone. I will have to tighten up on my diet, self-care, and likely restart my low-dose naltrexone.

The good news is, I will likely lose some weight and my moods will definitely even out. I am sure my husband will appreciate the latter.

Faith.
Hope.
Courage.

And here we go….

Embracing Prednisone

I am back on prednisone. There, I said it. Anyone who follows my blog knows how I feel about prednisone. It is a miracle drug and a drug from hell all mixed into one small white pill. Over the past four years or so, I have been on it more than I have been off it. However since I started seeing an integrative medicine practitioner last November, I was able to wean off prednisone at the end of January and have been off it ever since. Folks, that is the longest I have ever been off of it; FIVE whole months!

Now, I  saw my rheumatologist in April which was about a month before my wedding. Because of the increase in joint pain, she wanted me back on 10mg of prednisone or Arava. It was my choice based on the side effects. I gave it a lot of thought, gave it another week, and decided to hold off. And no, I never called my doctor. I am not an advocate of going against doctor advice so please don’t leave me comments saying I give bad advice. People have sent me those types of comments and e-mails. I did what I thought was best for me. Maybe I will be right. Maybe I will be wrong. I followed up with the integrative medicine doctor, I clamped down on my diet, and my pain got better. I made it through both days of my wedding very successfully.

After the wedding, it looked to others I was doing well and I kind of was, to a point. But I was having issues. I think what was really happening was because I was feeling better, I was more active which then caused my symptoms to flare. Also mentally, I am coping MUCH better with my symptoms, especially my pain. And that makes a big difference. So whereas before I would go back on prednisone, I really tried to tough it out. I spoke with my integrative medicine practitioner again because the amino acid supplement dose she had me on was doing wacky things to my body and I had to come off it completely to make sure that was the issue. My hormones had gone bonkers and she told me that this could happen. The mood swings were enough to make me stop the amino acids temporarily at least. However she did add in an anti-inflammatory supplement called boswellia and then told me it was going to take about a month to work.

Shortly after this appointment, I realized that things were still getting worse. Now “worse” for me is all relative. Even though I was doing “worse”, I was still functioning much better than last year. However my fatigue had come back with a vengeance, I constantly had pain, tenderness, and swelling in my glands around my face, less exercise tolerance in terms of joint pain, and the issues with my bladder, which I still have to see a urologist for, intensified. My option was to call several different specialists about each issue or just go back on a course of steroids to see what improved and what did not.

Luckily, my rheumatologist is flexible about my dosing of prednisone and when I take it. She makes suggestions and also relies on me to figure out what I need depending on what is going on at the time. That is hard for me sometimes. While I appreciate the flexibility, I am stubborn about being on traditional medications because I know that most of the time, the side effects can be just as bad as the Sjogren’s symptoms. I have a lot of arguments with myself about the prednisone. I still feel very strongly that it is NOT the answer as a constant modality of treatment for Sjogren’s syndrome because it suppresses your immune system. It does not treat the cause of the illness. That being said, I think that when you are in an acute situation, there is a definite place for it. The problem for me is trying to decide when I am in an acute phase. Having a serious asthma flare or joint pain so bad I cannot walk is acute but I also think that maybe when there are several less critical autoimmune issues going on at once, my body is telling me that it desperately needs to bring the inflammation down.

I struggled with the decision to go back on prednisone because I felt like I had come so far with my alternative treatment. I also do not want to go back on the medication regularly. But then I realized that enough was enough. I needed to do something to get me through this period of time until the integrative medicine treatment plan was more effective. I was also concerned not just about my pain levels, which for the most part I was coping with, but about the possibility of what the disease and inflammation was doing to my organs. I decided to start myself on 20mg and do a one week course by starting at 20mg and tapering down every two days until I reached 5mg and then stop. Typically prednisone needs to be weaned down slowly but this is only if you are taking it for two weeks or more. I have done steroid tapers like this before for my asthma and also for severe allergy issues.

Today is Day Four and I am so grateful that I put my negative feelings about prednisone aside to try this course of treatment. I have never started at this particular dose or done the tapering exactly in this fashion. The 20mg has been enough to settle things down quite a bit but not enough to send me bouncing off the walls in a constant mood swing. I am still sleeping well and although I am a little hyper, I can sit still and rest when I need to. I am not even sure I am hyper as much as I am just feeling normal and like I have enough energy to get through the day. This has by far been my best experience with prednisone. Until I started this week course of prednisone, I did not fully appreciate how bad I was feeling. I was getting through it because my mental state was in such a good place. The gland swelling and pain is almost gone, my joints, especially my shoulders, are dramatically better, and I am not in agony when I go to the bathroom. I don’t know what will happen when I come off in a few days but I am hoping for the best. Because if the best happens, then I have a new way to use prednisone for when things get really tough and unbearable. Or for when I go on our honeymoon to Disneyworld in September.

Now if I go through this week’s treatment and things get bad again, I will have to discuss this with my integrative medicine practitioner and my rheumatologist. No matter what, I still have to follow up with the urologist. But meanwhile, I have helpful information to pass on to him about the prednisone helping that issue.

I guess what this current run with prednisone is teaching me is that my medical treatment does not have to be all black and white. It doesn’t have to be the doctor’s way or my way; the rheumatologist’s way versus the integrative medicine practitioner’s way, and it doesn’t have to by high doses of prednisone versus nothing at all. It’s about listening to my body and trusting myself. It’s about trying to combine the best of what integrative medicine and traditional western medicine has to offer while aiming for the one most important goal: to get my body to a level of functioning that is sustainable and tolerable to me as an acceptable quality of life. I know I will never not have Sjogren’s; it will never leave me. But meanwhile, I will continue to do my best to optimize my health and give myself the best life possible.

Continuing Down The Road Of Integrative Medicine

So today is my birthday and no, this is not a post about how great birthdays are; even though they are great! Rather, I am giving myself the birthday gift of writing a quick blog about something important to me and maybe to you too. With our wedding coming up in fifteen days, my writing frequency has taken a sharp decline lately, hence why it is important that I hunker down and get this written so that I can then take my pooch out and enjoy this beautiful day.

As I wrote in a previous blog Going Down The Road Of Integrative Medicine, since November, I have been going to a wellness center in a nearby town to see an integrative medicine doctor in the hopes that they can help resolve some of my autoimmune issues. Because let’s be honest, I have been treated for Sjogren’s syndrome for over five years now by traditional doctors and I haven’t really gotten too far. Actually last year, I would say that in many aspects I even got worse. I have some very excellent specialists who know what they are doing but I am beginning to learn that chronic illness, especially autoimmune disorders, are extremely difficult to manage and treat. When they are treated, it usually means with potent and caustic medications, some of which can eventually kill you. The medications used treat the symptoms, not the cause of the illness.

Don’t get me wrong, I am not abandoning traditional western medicine. I feel strongly that there is a place for medications like steroids and stomach acid blocking medications (PPI’s). However I also feel strongly that staying on these medications indefinitely is not the answer to managing my Sjogren’s. For someone else, it may be and that is OK. But there came a point last year where I looked at my medication list and it contained about fifteen different prescription medications. And I was still pretty sick.

As I wrote about in the previous blog, I began my integrative medicine journey by starting an alternative medicine for autoimmune illness called LDN and I also started with allergy testing. Since then, I have spent countless hours, fifteen hours to be exact, having extensive intradermal allergy testing done. I was shocked by the results. I am allergic to most molds, weeds, grasses, and trees as well as cats and dust. I now receive five allergy shots every single week.

As many of you know, I also changed to a Paleo diet. This was not suggested by my integrative medicine doctor but rather it was something I researched on my own. I strive for an 80% compliance rate with this way of eating.

However as the months went on, I started to become frustrated with my integrative medicine doctor. I felt very rushed during my appointments and I didn’t feel like I was being treated as a whole person, which is an integral part of this modality of treatment. I was anxious just going to these appointments. I wasn’t getting returned phone calls in a timely manner over an issue that was pretty significant at the time and I felt like my practitioner and I were not connecting in a therapeutic way. He wasn’t the right doctor for me.

However I had been doing a lot of research about the use of integrative medicine in treating autoimmune illness and on top of that, I really liked the rest of the staff at the wellness center. I looked into switching to another provider. I have to be honest, this was very difficult for me because I still have a hard time advocating for myself at times. Especially since this is a relatively small practice and I knew there was a chance of running into my old provider. But at the end of the day, my health and wellness is the priority.

Yesterday was my second visit with my new practitioner. I will call her S. She is a physician’s assistant who is new to the practice. This did give me pause when I made the appointment because I wanted to make sure I saw someone with experience. I decided to take a leap of faith and it certainly paid off.

I never feel rushed during my visits with S. and she made it very clear that she is there to help me get as healthy as I possibly can. One of her concerns was about the GERD medicines (PPI’s) I am on due to my Sjogren’s. I knew there were risks to long term use of these medications (Nexium and Zantac) but I didn’t know the full scope of the risks and issues associated with their use. If you do a Google search of “risks with PPI’s”, you will see what I mean. She also explained to me about how our body needs stomach acid for proper digestion and that it is likely I am not absorbing the nutrients and supplements that I am taking because I am suppressing my natural stomach acid. It seems counterproductive to me to eat very healthy and take supplements if I am counteracting their effects. However I also know that my reflux issues are real and severe due to my malfunctioning esophagus. I have had some relief from dietary changes but it hasn’t been enough.

S. suggested two supplements that I can take for my stomach (Mastica and Zinlori 75) that helps restore the natural state of digestion, rather than suppressing it. She told me to stay on my prescription meds until these have a chance to kick in and then if I feel comfortable with it, to start weaning off of them. She compared the PPI’s to prednisone. They both suppress the problem but they do nothing to solve it.

This is where things become tricky for me. I do realize that as my prescription med list shortens, my supplement list gets longer. And I am OK with that because it is part of getting my body to heal itself and I imagine I won’t be on these supplements forever. I have also noticed that as the shift occurs, I am starting to feel better. However the issue for me is trying to deal with all the other specialists that prescribe these medications. To them, they are doing what they think is in my best interest but they are not the ones living with the consequences of these medications; many of which sometimes don’t even work all that well.

So I had a heart to heart with S. about this. I explained to her that I take a lot of crap from my other doctors for going to the wellness center. There is an incredible amount of resistance in the medical world to the concept of the body being able to heal itself. I have already had to deal with my rheumatologist and pulmonologist regarding this and now I am going to have to face my gastroenterologist who is old school and most likely will flip out over me weaning off my meds. S. was very supportive about this. She gave me a great pep talk about continuing to advocate for myself and my body. She said that it is my choice to take her recommendations and there is no pressure to do so. She spent a lot of time printing out some appropriate articles for me that may be helpful to present to my other specialists. Our discussion reminded be that I am strong and resilient. I have to remember to be that way when I go to my other doctor’s appointments. S. made me feel like we are partners in this journey and it was in that moment that I knew I could trust her. I knew she was the right fit for me.

I will be honest, the road of integrative medicine is still a very scary road for me. It defies everything I was taught in nursing school. It defies everything I have been told by the bazillion doctors I have seen over the years. That being said, I know in my gut that something about it feels very right to me. As my medication list shortens more and more each week, I look at where I am now compared to where I was at this time last year and the evidence is there. I may not be a vision of perfect health and I may not be in a place to go back to work yet, but I am definitely several steps closer.

I know that what may work for managing my health may not work for everyone. But I am taking the time this morning to write this because I want people to be aware that there are other options to treating your autoimmune illness, as well as the many other chronic illnesses. There are answers and soutions beyond the pharmaceutical industry and I think we all owe it to ourselves to explore as many of those options as we can whether it be vitamins, supplements, diet, exercise, massage, acupuncture, meditation, stress management, yoga, reiki, prayer…whatever it is that you feel comfortable trying. Open up your computer or visit a bookstore to learn more. Don’t settle for what you’ve been told. Don’t settle for the words “there is no cure.”

Learn.
Fight.
Reclaim your body.

The Paleo Lifestyle

I have made a grave oversight. I was planning on writing an update today on how the Paleo lifestyle (I hate the word “diet”) has been going for me. I was scrolling through my blog posts to see what I wrote during my first Paleo blog entry and guess what? I never wrote one!

I meant to, I really did. But I started my thirty days of a strict autoimmune Paleo lifestyle the day before my fiancé’s mother died and it was not the priority. So now I am going to give you the recap of the past two months.

I am not going to spend much time describing the Paleo eating plan because a Google search can give you more information than you ever could possibly want. Basically it means that you eat whole, non-processed foods just like our ancestors did. Meats, vegetables, fruits, nuts, seeds, certain natural oils such as olive oil and coconut oil. No dairy, grains (even gluten-free grains are off limits), legumes, sugar (except naturally occurring sugars in fruits), soy, and refined seeds oils such as sunflower, vegetable, and corn oil.  Now, I had done a ton of research about this for a good five months before I even attempted changing my eating because I was going to go one step further. I was going to do the autoimmune protocol of the Paleo lifestyle which meant I was eliminating nuts, seeds, eggs, tomatoes and all tomato based products, eggplant, alcohol, potatoes, peppers, and certain spices that are pepper based such as chili powder.

Have I mentioned how much I LOVE potatoes? And gluten/dairy-free pizza??

So I embarked on my little experiment and after the thirty days, I decided to add seeds and nuts back into my diet. Adding one food back in at a time from the autoimmune protocol list is allowed so that you can see what you can tolerate. From time to time, I will also have a pepper based spice because I absolutely love buffalo chicken; which I make at home.

I will be honest, this lifestyle change has been one of the hardest things I have ever done in my life and trust me, I have had my challenges! I went through terrible sugar withdrawals the first two weeks or so and I found it very challenging to eat anywhere besides in my own house. However I was reading anecdote after anecdote of people with autoimmune disorders who were having improvement in their symptoms by eating a Paleo food plan. If there was even a chance that I could avoid going back on steroids or maybe even become more functional because of what I was eating, I had to stick with it. The Paleo lifestyle is also not just about what you eat. It’s also about moving your body, attempting to reduce toxins in your environment, and cutting back on stress.

Before I started the Paleo lifestyle, I had been eating gluten and dairy-free for a year. While I do think that helped a bit with my symptoms, it wasn’t enough. However when I look back to what I was eating, a lot of it was processed dairy and gluten-free foods. I stayed away from anything high in fat because I wanted to lose weight. I would eat a whole bowl of rice for lunch on many days. A food that probably spiked my blood glucose levels. If you are interested in the Paleo concept, I suggest that you do some research on what causes people to get fat and unhealthy. It is not the 85% ground beef you are eating, but rather the copious amounts of starches and sugars we eat in processed foods. There is a lot of scientific theory to it and rather than pretend to know exactly everything behind it, I am going to refer you to two books that I found extremely helpful: The Paleo Solution by Robb Wolf and Practical Paleo by Diane Sanfilippo, BS, NC. And again, there is always Google!

Bottom line is that I have learned fat is not the enemy. I will admit, I am still skeptical about the whole concept, but I am going for routine blood work next month which also screens my cholesterol, triglycerides, etc. so I will be interested in seeing the results of that blood work.

I guess one of the biggest questions I get is what do I eat? I eat a LOT of fruits and vegetables and I eat a lot of meats including beef, pork, chicken, turkey, fish, and on occasion, bacon. I now eat nuts and seeds including cashew butter, sunflower butter, etc. I cook and eat only coconut and olive oil as much as possible. Some Paleo enthusiasts say you should watch your fruit intake if you are trying to lose weight but I feel strongly that I need the nutrients of the variety of fruits that I eat and my primary goal right now is to be healthy. If I lose weight, great. If not, oh well.

I have had to completely retrain my way of thinking in terms of meals. No more cereal, pancakes, or yogurt for breakfast. Often I have leftovers from dinner the night before. The variety of food I have tried in the past two months has increased by at least fifty percent. I have discovered a love for sweet potatoes and a hatred for avocados. As often as possible, I eat grass fed and wild caught meat and fish in order to avoid hormones and other nasty things that grain fed animals eat. Eating out is even more of a challenge than when I was only restricting my gluten and dairy intake but is getting easier. We don’t eat out all that often but when we do, we chose a place that will not think twice about accommodating my needs. I have to say that I actually enjoy eating out more now because I am eating higher quality food as opposed to fried and processed food.

Overall, I would say that I am about 75% compliant with eating Paleo in the past month. After the first month, I realized that I had to make this a lifestyle which meant making it doable. Progress not perfection became my motto. Most Paleo proponents state that the goal should be to be eating Paleo 80% of the time. Although my basic diet is meats, vegetables, fruits, nuts, and seeds, I do indulge in a regular meal or food from time to time but I make sure it is something I will absolutely enjoy every bite of. For example, last week I was on a six day course of steroids for non-autoimmune reasons and I decided I had to have a buffalo chicken pizza from a local establishment. And a regular beer to go with it. Typically, when I eat something non-Paleo, I still make sure it is gluten and dairy-free but I needed that one exception on that particular day. I enjoyed it and the next morning, I was right back on track. Some people may say that I am not doing the autoimmune protocol properly. I say that I am living my life.

I did a little experiment several weeks ago where I went off my Paleo eating plan. My fiancé and I were going out of town to visit family and I wanted a weekend where I didn’t want to have to think about what I was going to eat. I even ate macaroni and cheese! After several days of that, I can honestly say that I was ready to go back to Paleo. My joints hurt more than usual, I felt like I had the flu, and I was craving salads.

The bottom line is: Overall, I am eating healthier than I ever have in my entire life. I cannot remember the last time I had a bowl of rice and I don’t even miss it anymore. I am feeding my body whole, nutritious foods. And I have lost weight. Not a lot, maybe a pound every two weeks but what has been more noticeable is the change in my body shape. Fat is turning to muscle. I don’t feel bloated anymore; unless I eat buffalo chicken pizza!

More importantly, let’s talk about my autoimmune symptoms. First I have to disclose than I am also taking a new alternative medication called low dose naltrexone (LDN) which I think has also benefited me so it is hard to ascertain if the improvement is due to my diet, allergy shots I have been receiving, the LDN, or most likely, all of the above. I am currently off steroids and my other autoimmune medication, Arava. That fact is simply amazing. I do have some joint pain but this is precipitated by exercise and/or not enough sleep. My dryness symptoms have improved somewhat which was recently noted by my eye doctor. My asthma is under control and the biggest change I have noticed is an improvement in my reflux and esophageal dysmotility symptoms. Fatigue, unfortunately, is still a major issue at times. I have not noticed any improvement in my Raynaud’s symptoms. I still struggle day to day much more than the average person without an autoimmune illness but at this point, I am struggling less than last year at this time.

Now could all of this be coincidence? Possibly. Maybe I am just in an upswing with my illness. But I am going with the theory that time will tell and meanwhile, I have absolutely nothing to lose.

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